Missing November.

I've had it with hypocrites. I shouldn't be typing, I should be sleeping. But this feels good. I have to get up and go to rehearsal tomorrow. Come on angel, come one come on darling. Lets exchange the experience. I lied.

Make You Turn Around


My life's changed a lot in the past year, in ways I would've never expected. I fell in love, and watched it self-destruct. Then be rebuilt into something of a mch smoother quality. Also I've been faced with the dilema of wanting and not getting, in the very bold somewhat life changing sense. I've learned a lot about myself. This is all a bit too personal for my blog though, so on a differant note. The last few days have been pretty good. Relaxing and spent with some of my favorite company. I've been talking more to my friend James, and from that I've sort of taken away the fact that people are capable of breaking the mold you might have set them in. I'm reading a book by Sean Covey, Nancy recommended. 'The 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens'. Sounds pretty corny to me, but I'm going to give it a shot. Maybe, I don't really finish books. Alright well, that's that.

You Can Die In The Gutter Baby.

So I haven't updated in awhile, not that it matters because im pretty sure no one reads this anymore. Which I actually kind of like. Yesterday I got back from Europe, and you know what? I don't think it's as big of a deal as everyone makes it out to be. I mean, it's gorgeous. Don't get me wrong, Vienna Prague and London are all filled with so much history. But the thing is, every castle, or church that I went to was totally done up to be a tourist attraction. And in a sense that ruined the value of it for me, at least for the most part. I loved seeing the giant statue's in the middle of a town, breath taking. But you look across the street and there's a Starbuck's. I guess that just goes back to me and my warped sense's on what's attractive. Cause everyone else was still just as awe-struck with their Frappe's. Haven't really got the time to go into much else. I'm going to go sit with my parent's for awhile before they head back into their workaholic lives.