Nothing Comes As Easy As You.

Eyelid's wrapped in blue and the end of every alphabet seeps through the confused hole marking it's territory on my face. I cough, cough, cough. Smile, nod, kiss, and cry. Sly Sly Sly. The sound of footsteps echoing in every crevace of the construction zone that is my head, and this shirt doesn't smell like you anymore. And I want to sing to the rising sun, and be wind for the lake when it gets tired of your reflection. Diluted, diluted. I'm leaking and I don't want your help if I can't afford the bill, but even a rusted wrench would be beneficial.

Listen To Me.

My Luck is Hanging Upside Down.

My feet hurt, and I wish this bed was cramped with your warmth. Your smile and bare shoulders, like little mountains. My hands, they'd be soft and tired. Me and you, we could tame lions. We could chase tornadoes and slay dragons, Conquer France. Or sleep, we could just sleep. And when the dreams swept us away, our bodies a tangled mess. The pictures on my walls would come alive, the stars would crawl through my window and dance because that's all they could do in our presence. Were that beautiful, together, me and you.

Parade of Geronimos

"Yes, I have tricks in my pocket, I have things up my sleeve. But I am the opposite of a stage magician. He gives you illusion that he has the appearance of truth. I give you truth in the pleasnt disguise of illusion."



Sometime's when I look at everything around me I get very sad. All the selfishness, the hate, disregaurd. Competition and agression filling the day to day of what seems to be so many individuals, the downfall of humanity. It's depressing. I know the world can't be perfect, I'm not trying to say it could be. And I don't want to sound like some victim either. I've got a good life. A caring family, one or two good friends and a boy who loves me for who I am. I just get so entranced sometimes, something triggers and it's so difficult to snap out of everything in my head.


I'd write more but my bed is hungry, bon appetit.

1876

In the torn bell's hold she laughs and with one last stab dark skies fall away, light floods while they all watch from the safety of their closed eyes.