My room is very cold at the moment. And I'm thinking about how whenever I cut my hair, it's like within a day I can't remember what it was like longer. I get like that in various aspects of life. Its like all of a sudden ive mentally blocked out
(insert drastic change) and cant make sense of anything. What a terrible coping method. Im going to see my counseler tomorrow and drop my theater class. Too much, too inconsitant. I cant handle a whimsy grade scale without being terrified for my GPA. Second semester of my senior year. A A A A D B, not bad. Next week I dont start class til 915. Classs for two hours, off for two hours, class for two hours. Talk about inconvinance.

I have absolutely no idea how I got here.